What is your opinion? What should I do?

well, don't forget about him... that is not the answer... the answer is that you need to move on from him... this is hard now, as expected, but it will get easier, especially after he moves away to college and right now you need to stop thinking about your ex all the time and thinking about how he is so great... because he is not so great, otherwise if he was you two would still be together... you can like him as a friend and get along with him well but you need to stop thinking about him, stop thinking about getting back together and start having fun! you are young and have many many years to figure **** out... who know, if you two are meant to be you will cross paths again in the future (like maybe a a few years) but for now, you are no longer a couple and you need to treat it as such. good luck!